Annual Visit
Jun 12, 2023



My annual with my GP brought to light some potential causes the ER didn't. I had massive high levels of... something important in the digestive area, which the ER failed to tell me. Turns out it's PROBABLY my gallbladder having issues, maybe causing a backup into my pancreas and thus making my whoooole lower digestives unhappy. My colon is fucking PISSED but when is it not? I've got IBS, that thing always hurts.

Visit to the OBGYN is next, and my GP wants ultrasounds to rule out my ovaries being bastards. Part of me hopes it's them so I can get them removed, they're all cystic anyway. Also he may be able to get a glance at the pancreas and gallbladder with them. One week after that, I have ANOTHER normal ultrasound to check on the gallbladder. If things come to it and something shows, I'll most likely have this thing removed.
Another family history point, I guess, misbehaving gallbladders. I'm a little more predisposed than my abuela was though.
My GP's awesome though, and let's hope he's right.

ER Visit 2
Jun 8, 2023


ER was very populated and we waited another 5-6 hours to get called back. Presented with a resting heart rate of 130 BPM, higher than even my normal tachycardia rhythm. Nearly passed out in the lobby after, breaking out in a massive cold sweat.

Felt better after a nap, but was starving. We waited... and waited...
Finally got called back at around midnight. Xray showed constipation, urinanalysis showed an infection. They gave me morphine again, and despite me saying it did nothing for me and the nurse saying it wouldn't burn because he diluted it... it still burned, and it still did nothing.



Hopefully this is the issue and it's not just another misdiagnosis. If I need to go back, we're gonna try a hospital more close to the city...

ER Visit Updates
Jun 7, 2023




Three days later and I still feel like shit. I cannot physically go downstairs and leaving my room is difficult as is as I've gotten dizzy lately. Opiates get rid of most of the pain, not all of it, but it also makes me super dazed, tired, and sometimes incoherent (that's also the exhaustion). My sleep is super fucked and I'm on a pattern where I'm really only asleep when the drugs knock me out.
Shit hurts. It's since morphed into a sharp pain in my lower left side with a smaller spot of sharp pain on the right. The first day using the restroom nearly made me faint each time.
I'm genuinely surprised and mildly upset that I wasn't brought into inpatient for monitoring. Admittedly I should probably go back because I'm not improving. It's just a matter of getting my mom to listen to me because she's the one who drives. But she wants me to wait two more days or something.
